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~~writers sanctuary~~

 I already have an AIMOO community which is called ~~Writers Sanctuary~~ but after a blue monday of great and warm energy exchance no one remembers it and so it is left out there to dry. Because I feel the need to write and to talk about writing I created this livejournal, feel free to friend me.

I just chose my new lay out, it's very romantic but the tab lines are very narrow, so I can't promise this lay out stays for ever. I am a woman and a woman is changeable like the wind, my moods are the same, from moment to moment I feel high and the next I feel depressed. I have loads of female lj friends who feel the same, must be something hormonal.

Two weeks ago I watched two movies from Linda Hamilton on television and after googling her name I found out that she is bipolar. I never knew that. I am just on the edge of Borderline, so I feel the ups and downs heavily, but thanks to my medicins I  can control them. I am very sorry for Linda, who is one of my favourite actresses, next to Aishwarya Rai and Angelina Jolie, but her illness is very powerfull beacons for the little women out there on the streets or behind their desks, like me. If she can beat this condition so can we. 

I had a depressing youth, with grandparental incest and parental neglect/abuse, there was alchohol in my life from day one and I had to beat the beast myself, which I succesfully did 18 years ago.  An other actor who became a very big beacon to me is Naveen Andrews. His youth was also painted with abuse and alchohol (and a few years of heroine use) addiction.  People judged him, people hated him, people disgust him. But he is my hero because he has also beaten the beasts.

People who judge other people are those who think they know it all better and have never been through the agony themselves. I say it right here and now, if you are like that, stop reading this and leave my livejournal at once. Or keep reading and learn from how I beated the beasts with the help of people like Naveen Andrews and Linda Hamilton. And there are many more out there,  The truth is out there....(yep, Mulder fan from day one) 

I use my past and the knowledge I get from the great spirit out there and upthere, not only to survive, but also to write and draw. That's my way of dealing with the beasts and their ghosts, because once a beast is defeated, his ghosts lingers on for as long as you live. There is always something or someone who will remind you of it. The best thing you can do is to use it in a creative way and that is what I do all my life. And Now I will show you how I did that and am doing it, here on Writers Sanctuary, on LJ.

Keep updated, friend me, you're very welcome.
Namaste, Quanyin 56.


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Sep. 29th, 2007 01:21 pm (UTC)
The online Community "writers sanctuary" account was locked on Sep-19,2007 due to inactivity, so Aimoo kicked me out. Bad luck. It's no big deal, but I am sorry for the members who had posted there stuff there. My excuses to them. by the way Quanyin56 and Padmapani56 are the same, yet on a different account.
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